February 2012
5 posts
January 2012
6 posts
December 2011
9 posts
21
It’s been 21 days since I’ve had a cigarette.
I’m a very angry person.
And I’m annoyed that I didn’t get to see Jordan today.
Stay away, world!
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So tired of sitting in the basement for the last 5 years with the same people who are always just trying to get high.. Boring life.
November 2011
2 posts
Day Two
I lasted all day until the half I just had. A half a cigarette a day. Still not accomplished.
Whose bright fucking idea was it to fucking quit smoking 3 days before my 21st fucking birthday. FUCK.
The quitting chronicles.
I’m quitting smoking. It’s been a great 4 years, Camel and Marlboro, but I’m throwing in the towel.
Today and my first day trying and I’ve smoked a half of a cigarette. I’ve eaten everything in sight and I’ve only thought about cussing someone out once.
So far, so good. But I feel like the worst is yet to come. In fact, I know it is.
October 2011
3 posts
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Super fucking tired of my boyfriend being in situations with random fucking whores… Seriously can not fucking wait for this fucking lease to be up.
I never want him to live with those 3 people ever again. the other 3 are fine. but I don’t like the fucking nasty ass girls they bring around.
I know I sound pathetic but it’s so fucking obnoxious I just want to freak out.
People...
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Well I graduate on October 12th.
I should be really happy… But I feel a little sad. I went from high school, to working full time, to school full time and work part time, and now i’ll be working full time again.
So many of my friends have seen so many places that I will never have a chance to see.
I just want to live broke as fuck with my boyfriend and see places that aren’t...
August 2011
3 posts
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Lately I feel like I can’t be around my boyfriend enough, especially at night.
I feel so sad when I don’t get to sleep next to him.
I am the LAMEST.
He just makes me a better person.
I hope I do the same for him.
I wish it wasn’t obnoxious to talk about how much you love someone.
It will be 5 years soon.
Every day just gets better and better.
June 2011
2 posts
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This weekend was amazing. I love being friends with Whitney again.
I’m waiting on Castle to get home from work. Going to sleep early.
I hope all is well.
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I hate waiting for you.
May 2011
2 posts
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I compete in a national hair competition this weekend. I’m representing Empire Indy Southport.
I have to show Hershey, PA what naptown has to offer.
I’m sick with nerves.
The competition streams live on empire.edu/fpe at 4:30 on Sunday.
I’m so scared and I wish my boyfriend wasn’t at work right now.
I leave at 7am tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
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My boyfriend ditched me tonight to go to chicago with his friend, his friend’s girlfriend, and her friend… He didn’t even tell me he went until I asked where he was. He was the one who made plans for tonight…
I wish that this was just quoting someone else’s fml moment.
But this was a real life fml moment that happened to me today.
Cool. Fucking. Life.
April 2011
4 posts
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I’ve said this before but I wish I could say, “nevermind. I don’t feel like seeing you.” And actually get the satisfaction of the person being as upset as I am. But any time I want to say that I’m afraid that will make them as happy as it would make me unhappy and that seeing them would make them as miserable and it makes me happy.
Selfish and whiny but true none...
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Scary fucking storm.
I want my boyfriend with me.
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I’ve never been more in love with youuuuuu!
My heads going to pop offfff!
People who post things like this always annoy me, but now I kinda understand why they do.
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February 2011
12 posts
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“Did you see the girl with the crazy hair?” -FazDave
“No?” -FazMel
“She had a lot of red in it and sparkley eyelashes.” -FazDave
“Oh.. Yeah I did.” -FazMel
“Jordan was kissing all over her.” -FazDave
Hehe, he also picked up my drink with the breadstick tongs, dave!
I wuvz me some of my boifran.
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Shit!
How did I forget to tell you tumblrs about Wednesday.
I won the Women’s Trend Color, Cut, and Style competition at my school.
Now I get to compete at Hershey, Pennsylvania’s hair expo in May.
This is a big fucking deal and I can’t express how it makes me feel.
I didn’t have the $425 to go to the expo, but now I get to go for free and I get to compete in its...
"Gooodnightmiamore!"
Have you ever been so happy you feel like you’re going to pop?
(Yeah, that’s not just an expression. Shit’s real!)
I won’t ever get used to this.
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I love/hate reading my old blogspot posts that are so obnoxious. (Yes, more obnoxious than my tumblr posts).
It is incredible though… the way I felt when I wrote them and how I feel now.
(About the same person).
Happy as a clam now.
Although, I’m not too sure what that phrase means.
The basement flooded and I spent an hour helping the boys clean it.
They’re still...
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It’s been a good weekend.
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I will be second to your best friend since your best friend will never be me.
I will be second to your music because I know that means everything to you.
But I will not be second to alcohol or weed or your friends who convince you to stay with them after you tell me we’d hang out.
I haven’t seen you in 4 days.
I haven’t heard back from you in 4 hours.
And the...
January 2011
5 posts
The Gaslight Anthem
The Gaslight Anthem has seriously changed my life.
I don’t know why it took me so long to get into them, but the last few months I have really grown to love them.
Unlike any band I have ever liked before.
I am not saying that they are my favorite, they have just had such an impact on my life lately.
I know this is cliche, but a part of this is because of my boyfriend.
When I’m in...
